Do you remember, Dad...
When you were a day old...
I won't either,
when I will be sitting where you are and trying to be you,
what ever I will do in my life,
I will compare with you my dad.

But now dad,
I am totally helpless and vulnerable,
If you walked away now dad,
I certainly will know you left me,
I know you are my father,
I dont know how I know,
I have a love for you,
I dont know where it came from,
I dont see myself as one,
I see myself as one with you,
When I am in your arms,
I know I am where I want to be,

Do you know who I am, Dad...
I know all I do now is sleep, cry and eat,
but I feel,
that I know,
I feel happy, unhappy, and scared,
I feel hungry, content and sleepy,
I feel pain, cold and heat,
but there is much much more, dad,

Even before my eyes were open,
I could hear,
where I was, where I could not reach out to you with my arms,
I reached out and touched you,
and I felt happy with you,
I knew your were mine and I was yours,
there is so much more here,
Do you see, Dad,
open your eyes, and really look,
Do you see, Dad,
Do you sense it Dad,
Do you dad...

You cant see it with your eyes, Dad,
you cant hear it with your ears, Dad,
you cant know it unless you look, Dad,
when I am a little older,
you will know,
know from me,
how I am connected to you, Dad,
I know where you are,
all the time,
even when you are not with me,
I know how you are feeling all the time,
when you are sad and happy,
even when you are not there,
I know where your attention is at all the time,
I am watching, all the time,
even when I am playing by myself,
there is not a moment in my life,
when I am not with you dad...

Connect to me dad,
connect to me with all you can,
your eyes, ears, attention,
your heart and mind and soul,
all the time,
if you try, you can dad,
even when you are away working,
you can dad,
even when I am a day old,
connect with me, dad,
there is so much there to connect to,
see me for all that is there,
the unconditional love,
the oneness,
the committment,
the forgiveness,
the need to love you,
the need for you to love me,
for all through my life dad,
do you dad,
do you see my soul dad,
do you dad?

Care for me dad, for all the beauty of life and promise of happiness between father-child, there is misery and disaster if you allow it to be harmed...


A question for all good fathers; would you try to live with a compromised life in the hope that it will not harm your children. Its like the saying "living in a home with a snake in it, the only hope is the snake will not strike if left a alone, but the nature and pleasure of the snake is to strike"...
it just a question of time...

Our greatest weaknes is our self imposed blindness, lets be strong enough to see the truth and reality for what it is, and work through any deciet... for the safe care and fulfill the real needs of our children so that they may become an balanced and capable adult they were meant to be, and for the brotherhood of good fathers, and for good 'fathers to be', of which we all are united and work as one...